day of reckoning nears

tomorrow's the day. I don't think I've had a good week. I need to approach this coming week as I did my first - with enthusiasm and dedication. I'm going to lean a lot on Taunia to keep my butt in gear. It's so weird to want something so much but to not work towards it constantly. Well, I guess like with anything, I am working towards it constantly, but am not always making progress. Gotta keep telling myself, it took me 28 years to develop my current lifestyle...it's going to take a lot more than two months to make solid, constant change.